That was sooo nasty!!! DAY 27
Aug 4, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lL1hU7PFdao

I hope everybody had an amazing day
today and a wonderful week
yes we're at the end of our week which
means tomorrow is weigh-in sometimes
that is a good good and other times it's
like not sure where that's gonna go this
week but I had a really good week all
we're also I'm not concerned either way
around it whether I lose or say the same
or have a small loot loss either way
it's still I'm still moving forward so
aside all of that today was a really
good day it was really productive I got
it this morning before anybody woke up
in the house and I went and I clean the
kitchen again and what I say it cleaned
it I just really pretty much got the
dishes that were in the sink cleaned
them and made sure that the dishwasher
was ran through and just kind of went
around the house quietly so I was trying
to keep everybody asleep because I was
really enjoying that time by myself so I
I felt so productive because it's like
I'm not used to this I'm not used to
having energy like where I can feel like
yeah I think I can do this so it's so
amazing it's such just it's such a
pressure off of my shoulders that I'm
feeling like I'm starting to be able to
participate in the household chores
and I know that's so funny for some
people probably thinking God if I could
just have a date oh you know but when
you have been pulled back and you're not
able to help out as much as you want to
help out when you're finally able to do
that it's such an a great accomplishment
and filling of just like I'm starting to
see that my body is
this should mean to a better a better
way of being able to move and actually
do things so it's it's really good I'm
I'm enjoying this and then Olli had some
errands he had to run by himself today
so and Maya went and hung out with a
friend and so I stayed home with the
babies and we had some lunch
and oh my gosh so before oli left
I he was in the garage and I open up the
freezers like you know it's like 2:30
and kind of getting a little bit hungry
so I was like you know what I should
probably find something to eat
so I was looking through the freezer and
I found it's just like I guess it would
be like a small portion size of Brussels
sprouts and they were sauteed so I was
like okay I'll try those you know I
haven't had Brussels sprouts in a long
time and the last time I did have them
they really hurt my stomach really
really bad so it's not the lack of me
not liking them it was just they were
really causing me a lot of pain in my
tummy so I kind of stopped taking art
eating them but I seen him in there and
I was just like I think I'm gonna try it
again I just I just want to try this one
more time
so I put it in the microwave and it's
one of those freezer our steamed apples
but the small ones they're not the
bigger bag see and that's my problem is
when I had bought the steamer bowls
before they were like Anna I'd seen like
a bag like this size and uhm I ate the
whole thing and I think there was like
four servings or five servings in that
bag and I ate the entire thing no wonder
I was full of air I was full of gases
from those things and so uh anyways so
today the portion was like a normal
sized portion so I cut it up and I are I
flipped the thing and put it in the
microwave and it finishes and so I'm
opening it up and Ollie comes in has no
idea I'm cooking this right and he's
like what is that smell and I'm
like my Brussels sprouts and he's like
oh my god he's like well I enjoy
I'm leaving he's okay I can't deal with
that smell I was like whatever what you
need you're gonna eat on my food right
so then he leaves so I was like whatever
I'll just eat my own thing and so here
comes my little three-year-old you know
he's totally in the other two opposite
side of the house so he has no idea
what's going on he comes in and he's
like mama I said what he's like what's
that smell I was like son it's my
Brussels sprouts and he's like that
smells like busting dirt now I don't
know where he came up with this word but
stinker but that is his word for telling
us that I guess something stinks and
it's about so what we could come up with
because one day I was getting ready to
take a shower and of course you've got
you know you're toddlers think that
they've got to be glued to you like
non-stop like I usually call my to my
tails because everywhere I go they're
right behind me following me so I was
getting ready to take a shower and so I
was getting my clothes together and
stuff and I'm putting them laying them
all out on the bed and and almost like
mama I said what he's like go take a
shower I said honey I am taking a shower
I've got to get my stuff ready goes go
wash a butt stinker I was like hey I'm
like talk about but stinker who's the
butt seeker in this house and so yeah in
the house hilarious so my food was um
but stinker my husband was sick from it
so then I'm sitting there eating and lo
and behold you know my two-year-old that
really she is not a picky eater she will
normally eat anything really I I think
the one and only thing that we have
found that she doesn't like is liver may
no she'll eat it if it's
breaded and fried but if it's just made
with like onions and stuff she won't
touch it which I can't eat liver either
whoo no no no no I tried I tried
multiple times you know it doesn't get
past the hole stuck in the mouth start
chewing it and I'm just like not gonna
happen so uh anyways long behold she
sits down with me and she ends up eating
half of my serving so my daughter likes
Brussels sprouts to say the least so I
told my husband right tamale when he
gave me an I was like well it's 2:00
2:30 because I know you three boys ain't
gonna eat it but me and my daughter will
so I had Brussels sprouts for lunch
breakfast I had my breakfast sandwich as
usual it's my go-to I love it and then
for dinner and had my amazing chicken
salad I love my chicken salad I could
eat it every night as I've told you guys
a million times because every night I
eat it I did yeah so yeah that's what I
had today I didn't have any snacks today
um I just
I've been keeping myself so busy that I
just haven't really had time to like
just sit and eat so I that's all I ate
and then I really concentrated today on
making sure I was getting enough water
um talking about water so we had a
mishap last night
and if you have a is that make you might
want to plug your ears a little
interesting um last night so after we
put the kids to bed it's dark you know
we shut off all the lights and we
usually will sit and that's not a lot of
times I will be answering messages from
you guys and trying to catch up on just
things that have been going on
throughout the day that I wasn't able to
attend to on my phone because sometimes
the kids can just get so busy and meaty
that I have to put my phone down and
tend to them so usually during that time
it's kind of wind me and hit me and all
they just kind of have our our time
together but then we're like constant
kind of on our separate devices and then
we have the TV going at the same time
yeah because we're trying to catch up on
shows
so last night the lights were off as
usual and all he's like do you want
anything before I sit down I was like
you know I'll go ahead and take a tea I
haven't had a tea in a couple days so
I'll have a tea so curious to see so my
sweet husband comes and brings me a tea
and I open that baby up and I started to
chug just as I started to chug a big old
glob came out of one of these into my
mouth and I was like what in the-- a chi
double hockey sticks was that and I
didn't swallow it of course I spit it
back into the things I'm like boo boo
and I still had a little bit so I you
know got it out and so he turned the
camera the flashlight on from his phone
and it was mold the thing was full of
mold and the thing is I have not been
able to find an expiration date on these
but we literally just bought this case
it's a three pack case and it comes with
the peach lemon and raspberry I think we
just bought it like two weeks ago there
is absolutely and I keep it in here so
that it's not out in the heat there is
no way and you know and I know that with
teas you have to shake them up you know
to make sure that you're shaking all
this stuff up and that's good and dandy
and all but that and I did shake it last
night that was foul I about died mm-hmm
the thought of it I will if I have the
clip still because I recorded it to send
to my friend
if I still have it I will post it I
think it's gonna be on the up and down
so it might kind of screw up the video
just a little bit but I'll show you what
it looked like
um needless to say this baby's all of
these babies are going back to Costco
I'm getting my money back and I drinking
them again I don't know I really
honestly don't know what happened I
haven't went through and really checked
the rest of them just because I just the
thought of even drinking um I I just
don't know if I can get myself past that
point but um whoa let's just say that
was probably the worst thing that I have
ever put my mouth on ever would be
something like that and my husband's
like oh it's okay it's like blue cheese
I'm like no no no it's not like blue
cheese would you like a taste of it it
don't taste like blue cheese oh I still
can't get over it and it was so gross so
anyways so yes amy has just been having
a ball and a blast the last couple of
days and we're just hoping that things
will start to let's end up on the
excitement travel
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um but otherwise we've been doing good
but um we just ain't your kid Snapple no
more but yeah anyways beyond all that um
there was something I was gonna saying
it just kind of flashed my mind um one
thing I did is I wanted to show you I
did money again I just didn't like a
natural this time I know the lights kind
of flash it out a little bit um I just
didn't like a just a pure natural color
I didn't want a color on him this time I
just sometimes I go through that stage
where I just kind of want just plain
Jane so I didn't paint them or anything
or do any fancy things I just kept
unnatural and it was comfortable and
then this is one of my fun okay so this
one is a wish winged mr. Riddler and
then this one is my actual
that goes with my room what do you bring
my husband tells me the other days like
I don't know where your band like the
actual band to your ring I was like oh I
don't know because I just put it all the
way in this thing if I never thought any
more about it and he's like well I would
like you to wear at least your band and
I'm like well I can't when I'm putting
on like fake jewelry like if I mean if I
put on just say this ring how about some
earrings this one I can't I mean I could
but it would look that was hilarious
that doesn't even go so I told him he
said well I'll try and match up my rings
that I can but I have noticed that um I
have where's my ring look at this you
guys
look look look now we're gonna start
playing with jewelry
look at this my hands are going down so
I'm gonna soon be able to wear my actual
real wedding ring this one is like huge
on me but I think this one was when I
bought it I want to say it was a 12 I'm
almost positive it's a 12 and so that
was just way too big for me this one it
fits but it's it's also getting I mean
if I if I shake it enough it will fall
off so that one's almost getting too
loose for me and this one was an 11 so
and my wedding ring is it's either a 10
or a 10 and a half this is a 10 right
here and it goes on but the problem is
is that my wedding ring is like this
thick like the band is no joke not even
kidding you all together it would
probably be like close to that thickness
so together it's a little yeah it's
probably not that thick by the time I'm
done with it
so because of that it makes it kind of
tighter so that's why I probably I know
I need to lose a little bit more of my
fingers but it was a great feeling to be
able to play with my rings today and I
was like oh my gosh some of them are
almost there well they are too big to
even wear them so I mean I feel good you
know I mean that's that's a good feeling
to have your rings start getting a
little bit looser so anyway so I just
matched I paired these two together for
now I like it he's pretty
simple and that way I can still wear my
wedding band and then my friend
she sells paparazzi and I I love love
mom paparazzi jewelry this is paparazzi
anyway so she was on the other night
selling jewelry and so I went ahead and
I fell for this necklace look at this
thing this thing is so cute it's got
like all sorts of fun colors she's on my
facebook she's an amazing lady that
sells this stuff and I just oh my gosh
she sent that it was I bought this and
then she sent for baby girl where did it
go it's right in front my face she sent
this to my little girl look just as a
little gift for her I was like oh my
gosh um so anyways yeah so if you guys
like paparazzi jewelry and you don't
have a seller jump to my facebook and
look for Brenda I've heard in her last
name ah you know what I will try and
link her name and Facebook down below in
my description if you guys are ever
interested in paparazzi jewelry she is
an amazing seller and she does awesome
giveaways and she's just she's really
she's a great great great lady and I
have another friend also that sells
paparazzi and her name is Brittany BAM
I'm bad with last names Brittany is her
first name but yeah I so I ended up
getting this because I just I fell in
love with these code I am a very like
bright person as you can tell so I do
like bright fun colors so I went ahead
and bought it and anyways onto another
topic
thank you for all of the fun messages
about my headpiece it's called a turban
as somewhere like I don't know what
they're called
it's a turban and they're so okay I have
been trying to master this for three
years three years been trying to master
this and finally yesterday I was like
you know what I'm gonna figure this out
like yeah I ain't gonna keep getting
away from me so I sat down I was
watching some YouTube videos on it and
finally I was just sitting there and I
was just playing with it and then I was
like oh my gosh I think I got it oh my
gosh oh oh I got it I got it and then I
left the house and I was like okay this
is gonna be the challenge I'll see if
this falls out or what and so I ended up
taking one of my bonnets with me just in
case so if it did I can flip this on
real quick but it stayed in place the
whole time I was like ooh so I did this
one today and it says it stays perfect I
love it but let me know does it really
look funny on me or do you guys really
like it tell me the truth sometimes I
have a hard time you know description
myself if it's a good thing or a bad
thing there's many other things I can do
with them as I keep learning I just met
stirred this one but there's it's fun
stuff to do I I am a person that loves
to try new things new styles and so yeah
that was what I did today and yesterday
so and I've got lots of lots of bright
colors that makes it even funner onto
the next thing I am looking for some new
ideas of apps for you from you guys
suggestions I have an iPhone so I have
apps but I get so lost on what are some
of the noon fun apps that people
download that they can use whether it be
games I you know I like to play games I
don't really have a lot of time lately
because life has just been really busy
but sometimes it would be nice just to
kind of check away and be able to do
that
but like any type of like calendar apps
no apps budget apps anything like that
or beside all of that any fun apps that
you guys have on your phones that maybe
you guys can throw a suggestion and I
was so appreciate it because I am just
seriously lost like I was looking today
at apps and I'm just like I don't know I
I get into some of these and I'm just
like it's not what I like I guess I
don't get the same experience that other
people seed seem to have with their apps
so I'm like you know what I'm just gonna
ask all my amazing friends what hap say
use and what they can suggest it can
even be like recipe apps I mean just
anything thrown at me because I am just
I'm bored with the apps I have and I
don't have a lot because I just I don't
know I can't I don't know and I've had
my I have had my phone for while I've
had an iPhone I used to be Android and
then like two years ago I want to say I
switched over to iPhone and I absolutely
love my iPhone but I just sometimes I
fall into the hole I don't know what
kind of apps to download so anyways that
was what I was going to say earlier and
that's what I had forgot just talk about
but otherwise today was a really good
day like I said it was low breeze just
getting up and moving around still I
have some laundry to fold and it is 9:49
so I probably won't get that done until
tomorrow but that's okay
tomorrow always comes we still have fun
things to do um but anyways I just want
to let you guys know that you guys are
all amazing and thank you so much for
each and every one of you that reached
out to me about last night's video and
just kept encouraging me and bringing me
up and knowing that I am better than the
comments that get made
to me and that I do have a strong
backbone because all of you guys have
stood behind me so strong that I know
that even when I feel weak I have such a
strong army behind me pushing me and
fighting for me that I can continue
fighting in this journey and today was
such an amazing day after reading all of
your guys's messages it was just like
wow you know I so appreciate every one
of you guys it is just you guys I don't
think we'll ever know how much you all
mean to me and it's been a very few
short weeks two months that you know
I've really been on YouTube and you know
I kind of got a little discouraged the
other day because you know I was seeing
my numbers going up on my channel and
then all of a sudden boom they just like
fell back and I was just like oh my gosh
like what am I doing wrong like what
should I be doing him am I not you know
entertaining good enough am I you know
am I not reaching out enough like what
what what am i living what am I missing
that other channels have you know and I
had to keep reminding myself that it
will happen in its time I just I am so
eager to expand my channel to so many
people that when I see the numbers going
up I get so just emotionally excited and
then I feel like I've really messed
something up when I start seeing my
numbers going back down and so I have to
stop and really think about it and
remember all of the amazing people I do
have on here and that are here for me
and all of you the new ones that have
joined just today and yesterday welcome
I'm so happy to have you guys here you
all have no idea how excited I get every
time I see a new person come on because
it's like that's another new friend for
me and for everybody because we all in
gage with each other we all talked to
each other we all sherry share each
other's stories and that is such an
amazing feeling so I just wanted to stop
and say thank you for yesterday's
messages that I was receiving because it
really helped me when I woke up this
morning to know that I can face another
day and even if it gets hard I still
know that I can push through and there's
gonna be a rainbow at the end of my
story so that was a really good feeling
to have also I just wanted to let
everybody know it is my 100% ultimate
goal to respond to every one of my
messages every one of them even sorry I
was trying to think of the word even if
there is one that comes across kind of
rude or snarky I will still calm it back
because maybe that person really needs
to hear something positive no matter
what but I want you guys to know that no
matter what you will get a response from
me because not one message goes unseen
and I am the type of person that cannot
have somebody message me and not respond
back because to me taking the time to
read each and every one of your guys's
messages and taking the time to respond
back shows you guys how much you guys
mean to me and shows me how special you
guys all are but what I'm going to say
is that when you guys comment I'm going
to start doing my responses in the
evening once the kids go to bed so that
way I can really sit and respond back to
you guys and not miss some
so I just want you guys to know that I
am definitely not with seeing messages
but I'm going to be um switching things
up a little bit to where I am answering
messages at night so you'll get your
answers like you know like your messages
or your your questions I'm going to
answer them but it would be more in the
later in the evening so I will still
respond to every message no matter what
because you all are my best friends
anyways okay I guess I should probably
stop rambling now and go get my kids to
bed because it's mommy time I need it
tomorrow is weigh-in day we have still
yet to cross off the Nuggets from last
Saturday so we will do that tomorrow
before we do wait in for tomorrow
because I don't know what happened but
my nuggets went a little on the outside
so I will fill in the Nuggets and then
we will do a weigh-in tomorrow and then
I will check in with you guys tomorrow
so be staying tuned and I'll see you
guys tomorrow afternoon
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